girlmichael

I rented a red scooter
and zoomed around all day
while the Italians laughed and cheered me on.

And at night
from the patios of cafes
I stared up into the hills
at the dots which were castles,

and at the moon,
in whose light,
Juliet blended perfectly into the balcony.

Carson Pierpont

Of course I’ve thought about killing myself. I just dismiss those thoughts because I want to be known before I do it.

Fuck the rain.

Fuck the rain.

Seen it in my head, burning my heart
Seen it in my past, back in my home
Does it make sense, see her again
I don’t, know
I felt it for some time, ever not at all
Poison in my head, gun love hurts
I’m not looking for love, but it’s hard to resist
I don’t recall, being this dead

She’s the only one, that’s the best I’ve had
I found her in a dream, looking for me
This heart’s on fire, I’ll bring myself
Up to fall, down again

These arms are mine
Don’t mind who they hold
So should i maybe, Just leave love alone
You call out my name, for the love you need
Which you won’t find in me

These arms are mine
Don’t mind who they hold
You’re made for me, and i’ll leave love alone
you call out my name for the love you need
Which you won’t find in me

Seen it in my head, burning my heart
I found her in a dream, looking for me
Doesn’t make sense, see her again
I don’t, know

I can see the end, of what I’ve begun
A tale of a love, come and gone
But now my love, no promises
I won’t go, falling in love 

It was many and many a year ago, 
In a kingdom by the sea, 
That a maiden there lived whom you may know 
By the name of Annabel Lee;- 
And this maiden she lived with no other thought 
Than to love and be loved by me.

I was a child and she was a child, 
In this kingdom by the sea; 
But we loved with a love that was more than love- 
I and my Annabel Lee- 
With a love that the winged seraphs of Heaven 
Coveted her and me.

And this was the reason that, long ago, 
In this kingdom by the sea, 
A wind blew out of a cloud, chilling 
My beautiful Annabel Lee; 
So that her high-born kinsmen came 
And bore her away from me, 
To shut her up in a sepulchre, 
In this kingdom by the sea.

The angels, not half so happy in Heaven, 
Went envying her and me- 
Yes!-that was the reason (as all men know, 
In this kingdom by the sea) 
That the wind came out of the cloud by night, 
Chilling and killing my Annabel Lee.

But our love it was stronger by far than the love 
Of those who were older than we- 
Of many far wiser than we- 
And neither the angels in Heaven above, 
Nor the demons down under the sea, 
Can ever dissever my soul from the soul 
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee.

For the moon never beams, without bringing me dreams 
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee; 
And the stars never rise, but I feel the bright eyes 
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee:- 
And so, all the night-tide, I lie down by the side 
Of my darling - my darling - my life and my bride, 
In her sepulchre there by the sea- 
In her tomb by the sounding sea.

Zhala, Slippin Around